Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Grief

Today I wanted to touch on grief and how I am dealing with it.
about three months ago a friend of mine died and I have had trouble keeping my emotions in check. for a while I tried to avoid the subject. I didn't want to be depressed. Yesterday I decided to address what happened and deal with it. I always want to remember the good times we had but I start to realize I didn't have many moments to remember and I would never get the chance to make more.
One way I have been dealing with this is by talking to him. I tell him what I did that day and what I wish he could have seen. i tell him what made me remember him and what made me stop think because I knew he would have liked to be there.
Its hard to lose a friend.
I am very tired so I apologize for the poor quality of this post and I will most likely revise it once I have had more sleep.

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